"Ayo ti e na ade o"
"Ire akari o"
These 2 words and countless other related to it has been constantly drummed into my ear since news of my younger sister's pregnancy and marriage became public news. I am tired of the fake smiles and the countless 'amins' I have had to say. I had to drum it into my mother's ear not to expect news of marriage or pregnancy from me in the next 2 years, my priorities are so far from that life right now.
I have been floating for a while, I have no choice but float for if I don't float, I shall drown. I wished I could swim but since that is not an option the only option is to float...kindly do not read this as suicide. My world seems to be at a standstill...I am more spiritual and closer to God
I finally moved from a size 14 to size 12, I lost about 10kg in a month...my method is not advisable, I starved myself since I am not one for exercise...my goal is to go down to a size 10, since size 8 is not really cute for me.
My sudden absence from the web was because I lost my internet modem during my last trip out of Lagos to Abeokuta. I still do not know if it was stolen or I misplaced it, but the possibility of misplacing is slimmer to the idea that it was stolen.
Getting a job in Nigeria is so crazy, most of the recruiters are so unprofessional and right now I am just hanging in there. I went through the whole recruitment and selection process with a firm, only to find out that the organization and whole project is in its development phase with nothing concrete in place...sigh, the plight of the jobseeker in Nigeria is terrible.
Thanks to Theater-Notes and PET for the constant encouragements and checkups.
I see all the Liebsters awards, I shall get right to it as soon as I sort out my internet issues.
♥Lara
